A m e l i a

17.11.01

2010-11-17T01:06:00.000-08:00

The pictures below speak my passion for Fashion.

Silky* Can you feel it ?

Genius ! It seemed the choreographer is getting battle array done. Incredibly Brilliant !

CONSTANTLY.

I constantly read people's blog and people inquire about my blog constantly .

"Hiiii Amelia, it's so much fun to meet you, and i love your blog."

Well that's the point ! Oh Man i don't blog~ (been showing the expression of frustration)

And i have to tell you guys that most of my friends, they know me don't blog and they dislike the way i blog.(That's indolent way)

First of all, what i can tell is, " I don't blog, guys don't like to visit my blog and it doesn't bother me." I admitted. YES, i love to visit people's blog, but i don't wish to be them. I mean i don't blog for people, i blog for myself. If i'm being lazy " acknowledge your fate " i said.

Well enough of that bullshit , can't stop anything by it goes on. It's too soon then i'm gonna have my first exam paper and tomorrow is the first day of schooling.. I have nothing to blog about, and how vain i'm here just to make the first post of New Year 2011. So everything is gonna be so new this year.. For me, 2010 was a realisation, and 2011 is a year of production. Happy New Year ! Sending all positivity your way..

xoxo

12.11.2010

2010-11-12T00:06:00.001-08:00

Ever since that Thoughts post, i've been living in a quite hectic months, no doubts that i really do hate my life routine, it sucks actually ! Saw tons of posts of my favourites blogger, i was feeling kinda guitly as i was being such an indolent girl, yeah i know..Girls shouldn't be idle. Having that stupid rule, i was living my life though. How obstinate am i !

Well in this case, guess i just show you guys my pixies and with a little caption .

@Old town with Iyen,Kmaey,Lip,Alex,Kenny and Zefent. Chilled!

@Ampang.

Grand's birthday celebration. x

Hate my darkcircles.

I need a Canon ixus or maybe Lumix. I'll be so much fun if i had them ! Guess i'm done here, xoxo.

17.10.10 Part one.

2010-10-16T22:13:00.000-07:00

Went for movie with babies, The Other Guys. ZFirst we got BBQ Plaza as our breakfast, very exited for the process, and it seemed work for us ! I was the only fresh man between 8 of them, was feeling a little strange but we did enjoyed ! xoxo

And we did snap shots ! THEY WERE SO adorable .

J, she's always got loads of emotion,like a mechine.

Lovely Joey.
The crazy party, Jia mun.

The silent party, Pik Lin.

It's been three months that my blog got ignored. Well, trust me, i didn't mean to neglect my blog and i never wanted to push it to the edge of death. UGH ! I actually got things accompany me for this blogging time, i know it must take quite a long time to finish those belated posts. Like my birthday one, outings , exams . YES , and so much more.. In fact, i was about to stop blogging, and so because of this. One day, i came across to go through my favourite's blogger, i was amazed by her blog, like designs, posts, photographs, and almost everything. She made me alive, she rang me a bell that girls who do blog, they got vogue, fame and just everything you couldn't imagine. It's out of your expectation.

So, i know i always got loads of nonsense. But that's me. Sorray*>,<

Something about love, i mean i got nothing on it. I'm not the one who always lose in the game, but after all i always am the one who got nothing. Seriously, my relationship is kind of perplexed like the upper east side. None of a mortal is qualified to be my boyfriend, I'm so sorry to say that cause that is the truth. And maybe that's why i always lose. Well i just said that none of them could capable to be my boyfriend, but i never say i would never found a right man to be my husband. I can't stand puppy love, i need someone could brought me to life but not i brought them to,very ludicrous. It was a fantastic mistake like i believe a boy could let me watch his true colour, and at the very soon that day, it turned out he's just a BOY, who haven't even got mature yet, still living his FUN life, come on BOYS, we girls don't need a little boy to love us, nor to look after you guys! It has been very embarrassing that i was so much stupid as i was a naive who always want to live in the fairy tale even i already knew we would separate at the very end of the story. This time, i was completely awake. Fairy tale only appears in the Disney land and imagination either. Yet, love is tedious without imagination . How CONTRADICTION !

. National Day .

2010-09-09T08:06:00.000-07:00

Heyy bloggers,allow me to say "Merdeka" once again !

My b'day is just around the corner,i have to admit that i'm nervous about that day.

I have really nothing to update to my blogspot,but i will always be here after my PMR examination! I swear to the moon !

XOXO

I'm teenager; not teenager.

2010-09-03T11:48:00.000-07:00

I'm not going to blog anything as my PMR is just around the corner,between..i don't have a time to write so many words.HA! In fact,i am addcited to Facebook,this is totally not a great idea..cause it's just giving a chance for me to be a slacker..when i got use to using FB ,as u know..we don't have to write 400++ words in FB and we don't even allowed to do so,this really get us to be such an English idoit.

Lastly,good night.

Aw..chu-chi-chang go.

2010-08-11T06:39:00.000-07:00

I need another story,something to get off my chest;
My life is kinda boring,need something that I can confess.
(Secrets-One Republic)

Life is going on,no matter what..I was thinking,do I get a chance to get through it?Should I get a chance to be the one who disburses the most?Aw,I don't think so.If someone asked me,"what alphabet can I describe my entire live?" I would say,"REGRETFUL".Does that sound funny?I don't think so,yes,my life is absolutely ful of regret,and why?me,my self have totally no idea about this,I workhard for everything i wanted,and I respect my future,just wondering everything.Oh non sense..non sense,i was talking shit things(again)..It is because my trial exam is arounf the corner,so the pressure is on.Maybe I just crazy for PMR.gg

Thoughts 3#

2010-07-24T07:45:00.000-07:00

Seriously,I don't miss my blog "that" way.You know why do I need a blog,it's because when I have something,which can't be heard.I'll choose to pour out on here,because only here,this place..the place which people can't judge my feelings.Even how bad ,bossy,childish,non-sense and petty is it.

Well, of course,I am here tonight of course i'd have so much to say.
Firstly,i'll have to remind myself that my try er examination is coming very soon,well maybe too soon, I'd say.And after this,i hope my birthday would automatically ring my their bells.

I don't like the way when you guys fool me around

Gosh, I am so willingly to amuse you guys

Even if i dislike it

But teenagers are being so overly in these days.

PS:I will not write at here if I don't mind.

XOXO

.Thoughts `2.

2010-07-07T20:43:00.000-07:00

It's been quite a time that I didn't come here to write something,something should be hidden,something,somehow always in my heart.That the secret somehow can't let out.It's July now,i was wondering about,will i be succeeded ? After finish all those chapters,I finally know that nothing can be taken for granted.

Friendship.

After all,I realized that human can't have everything.Since I got family,I can't have love,and when I thought my friendship goes perfect,it turns out it is just the beginning of the story.I know what you guys must be thinking.."She is such sensitive,stingy and victory."But do you guys ever stand by my side and ever comprehend what I need?Isn't now you guys need to be concerned and I don't? You guys always let me down, but since I don't tell..It doesn't mean I don't care ! I just...i just too care.And now cause this,this quite suck truoble.I mean I am hurt.Hurt like never before.Friendship means a lot to me,not only me,every human needs friends. I care if my friends do everything that could possible to hurt me.Lastly,I really hope you guys do read this post.Please,mind your friendship!

Familys,

It's too bad that I have to share my family members with other,I wish I could have them only(like only me).Because when I flashback that what I actually wanted is what I actually missed.I want more care from all of you(familys).It's nohing if it is just a "I miss you so much".You guys didn't even care too.These things need to work hard,you guys have to work so hard to understand each other.I hate I have a cousin that she is also my friend.I don't like this,why couldn't we just be friends.I hate the way you treat me like (nothing)! Well,maybe you only can treat your friends and others better than me.But,do you know that,I love you.I really love you,so that I hate the way I love you.I hate the way you give me sarcastic faces,I hate the way you act so darn irritating to me,and I hate..you don't like to share.I really hope you could change,change the way that the way you treated me.I'm not feeling good at all.But all I can do is forgive,and everytime I did this,it repeats constantly.

So,please!Mind the way you treat me!

Frankly,I have to confess that I see my relationships just like precious,so once it is getting worse,I'll find every way to cure it.I hate my life if it is without relationship.I want Family,I want Friends.I want everything I want.

. Mandy's 15th B'day celebration .

2010-07-03T05:02:00.001-07:00

Today was so normal,oh..yeah,I joined singing competition.10th of July.Well,which means this Saturday!It's going to be fun!Err..Nervy!

I actually come here to update some photographs,by the way.

Mandy's B'day celebration.

Jane,X.ying,Mandy(the birthday girl) and A.

Cecilia-Sis.

Jane.

We guys had a lots of fun at that night! <3

Airplanes-B.O.B

. Stuffs .

2010-06-19T23:17:00.000-07:00

I always wanted to write all my heart feelings at here,but god..i can't do that.

We are getting far far away,though i never wanted to,maybe this is because she..Well,we used to share everything together..

To my dearest J,

Hey J,i know you are going to scream after you see this..err,draft.Jane,Do you remember how we used to be with together,just like twins..We laughed,we gossiped,we did all shopping,did all types of exercises,we too ate good foods,went to trip,sleept together,dis bad things together,wore like twins,and i will just ever cry in front of you,i tell you whatever i feel,i share whatever i have and even i give whatever i don't have.We used to be so much love to each other,oh.. i was wrong..now you changed,i hate my self because we can't like old times..like we always,no!everyday..we always have very interesting talk..But we can't expect everything in our life..you just..abandon,yeah,you abandon our friendship,you've found a new BBF..and she is my cousin,how could it be?I always speechless when the way you guys talk a lots and you guys forget me..like i was nothing to you..I was mad at this because I care..As you know,i am just darn fuckin` sensitive,i hate my character..too! But think another way,why don't you..be more understanding towards me?I hate alone.I do not to feel like myself never exits.Thus,J,appreciate what you have.I can't stand this things that you done to me.I hope you be more care..I hope you know what it means Friendship.

Your sincery,
A

I know these things are not going to an end,but who knows what did god arranged?

Stay tuned!

. Gotnothingonyou .

2010-05-29T01:14:00.000-07:00

I found that i was definitely a fool,you know..like that type of you're treating (one) likes percious but you're just a bad bitch to her.Well,that's nothing very wrong,everything goes normal,i actually hope something could crops us so that i will not be that bored!sighss

Stay Tuned!XO

.Phonedropped.

2010-05-21T07:35:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhh!!!
What a day..my cell-phone dropped into the toilet on this "Bad Monday".It made my heart pound like hell,when i inadvertently flashed-back the fucking moment,i was like"ahhh!awww!aiyoo!!sighss!",the worst was not the cause of phone missing,was the worthy memory card ah duh!Well,due to this very accident happened,i'm now using I-phone temporarily,i should mention that just "temporarily",in addition..that I-phone is not mine.I want a new cell-phone badly.If you don't want to accomplish this desire,then buy me an ipod.ha !

Stop dreaming that hell!
Fucking bullshit anymore!
It won't happens on you one lah!

On the other hand,one thing that made my heart calm and feel satisfied is I just bought The twilight Saga-Eclipse.And one more thing that was absolutely incredible was I have just really fucking finished my twilight!Ohh..i couldn't believe that!!!But this is the truth! heh..

This is the very stressful week.I just finished two papers,and still have eleven papers ,i know you "guys" are waiting me.Well,they said this diagnostic if you do not do well,you will be changing your class.Ahhhh!!again* I found out this week I had a lot of "Ahhhhh"!sighs

Sub Science,pure Science or Art class?

XOXO

Okay,I actually just got back to the good mood,but when i just wanted to upload something photographs,i found that all my pictures and songs were deleted by the fucking hell,brainless,nob! Never let me know who you are,as if i do,imma fuck you!

Good night world!Urgh!!

. CaliforniaGurls .

2010-05-13T22:22:00.000-07:00

Oh hello to my self,i just came back from school.Well,today was great!Everything was just right as rain and nothing very special had happened(i mean in bad way).

Awww you know,i was totally touched by a guy who named Nick Vujicic,who was introduced by my English language teacher-Puan.Yeoh.

I just had a look at his official website.I found out his introduce was great,"My name is Nick Vujicic and I'm 26 years old. I was born without arms and legs and given no medical reason for this condition. Faced with countless challenges and obstacles, God has given me the strength to surmount what others might call impossible. Along with that, the Lord has placed within me an unquenchable passion to share this same hope and genuine love that I've personally experienced with more than two million people all over the globe,God has used me to let people know in countless schools, churches, prisons, orphanages, hospitals, stadiums and in face-to-face encounters with individuals how very precious they are to God. Secondly, it's my pleasure to assure them that God does have a plan for their lives that is purposeful. For God took my life, one that others might disregard as having any significance and filled me with His purpose and showed me His plans to move hearts and lives toward Him. Understanding this, though faced with struggles, you can overcome too."he said.

Oh god,Imagine being born without arms. No arms to wrap around someone, no hands to experience touch, or to hold another hand with. Or what about being born without legs? Having no ability to dance, walk, run, or even stand on two feet. Now put both of those scenarios together no arms and no legs. What would you do? How would that effect your everyday life?

Never give up because where there's a will,there's a way.

I really want a Samsung-fashion! Sony camera! Twilight series@Eclipse&Breaking Dawn!
Oh god,please..just give me that,than i'll be a better man!I swear!=(

Well,is time for dairy sweet!
Tomorrow is the big day that our little princess's birthday,so when it named princess,of course there a birthday party!heh
We guys have a lot things to do,u know,like cooking this and that..buying this n that..and chilling here and there!Excited! It's gonna be a sweet family day again,seriously i do like spending my time with family(i mean the whole family members).So,,stay tuned!

X.O.X.O-A

>Shogun tasteyy!

2010-05-09T07:26:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps,you know,i know everything is changing in every second,so we humans can't manage to stop everything in out life that is happening too,but what can we only do is,capture!Yeaaahh,you were right A,capture the moment that you are going to miss,this will be fun enough!

Well,Pi-yan's birthday celebration at Sunway@Shogun,and of course,we guys(Kevin,Pi-yan,Cecilia,Joanne,Pauline,Pui See and Amelia) had fun,we ate a lot,chilled,shopping,and watched a cute movie.
So,I have nothing to say,but my pictures have a lot!
Well,well well,stand by!!!
One shot#
Two then#
Three#
Four with Pauline#
Aren't this shot look like a little girl? XD
And after that,we reached Sunway Pyramid@Shogun.
Kevin started to "collect" food,ha!
This is the first round,mine!Hungryy ady!
Those pics were captured by Pauline,the "winnethepooh" girl!
Happy Birthday to you.

I actually have more pics,but those are belong to Pauline,am waiting!

And now,is time to be a little kitchen mouse,bye!wink*

. Feelings like sea .

2010-05-09T06:54:00.000-07:00

Oh oweee,tomorrow is Monday,is gonna be full again..You know,student's time is always for study and outdoor game and so on..I am kinda nervous about my coming exam,it will be carry on at this faithful month,20th of May.Urgh!!I don't want this thing goes like this,I hope that during is period,my maths degree will rise,and so BM..I just wonder why my BM can get this bloody poor even am a Malaysian,this is embarrassing.Besides,i know i must learn our country history,this subject is very important,as we all know,without it,there would be no us,the earth is out HOME,i know am gonna challenge it.May god bless me!

Well,today is Mother's day..
"Mom, are you doing happy? Are you feeling happiness ? Have you been satisfied? Are "You" tired?"
These days, you've worked hard, I do not know how you feel about me .. However, after these horrid life experiences, I realized that my own is just a grain of sand. That the sand grains are protected . And you, is the world's beaches. your generosity, your well-intentioned, are you well-meaning, do you trust me endless .. and those who can not describe more. You are like a lamp, you lit me world, you light way for me.And I know here is gonna be disgusting,but..I LOVE YOU mom!

. Did some changes .

2010-05-06T23:56:00.000-07:00

We were born to make people around us to be happy.Obviously, I was born to make you guys happy,too.So hope ya'all will appreciate it......and I am always happy,it doesn't mean that you guys can hurt me like this bloody hell hurts, it's fake that if I say "I Don't Care".because I indeed do care about what have you guys done to me.

I am kinda excited about tomorrow,Sunway Pyramid.He asked me,"why do woman loves to shopping?",then I giive him like"because woman loves shopping!".ha!

So,you know,when u just got a place to shopping,then the next thing you have to worry is,"What To Wear".Seriously,i thought my out look is shown how much I love my self. wink*

Tonight I'll finish "Step Up" episode and watch AXN all night long,but before doing this things,i still have a lot to do..sighs..like tuition and do revision,Well.gotta leave here now.

Where there's a will,there's a way~

. Midnightcow-girl .

2010-05-01T08:05:00.000-07:00

Hello me,congrats that I am here again.heh!Well,I am going to upload the pictures of my outings.It's kinda embarrassing to show my blur photograph,you know,I really want a camera sooo badly!Anyway,i hope it will drop naturally,without yearning and blah blah..

Okay,back to the topic,I would like to say that I enjoyed going out with my classmates,they are so kind and nice.(Mandiee,Pikl,Xiaopin,Aikei,James,Waimin & me)The seven little bugs went to Giant for a movie,IP MAN2,It's amazing..And of course,we enjoyed it..James said we're on A-team and A nightmare on Elm street,it's going to be fun!Can't wait!xxx

'Let he pictures do my talking'

First,we went for our lunch at a shop named blah blah blah..

The left is James & Waimin at the right.

And this is the pic which took after the movie.(I was trying to pose a same pattern :)

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And today,a very wonderful day.I went to meet my darling-Olivia and Amanda(she's actually my aunt),had a precious time with my darling.And I met a young girl which I had never expect to meet,and she is-Dorothy,my cousin actually.Well,I don't really want to type much.So...
(Let's see the pictures)heh!

In dad's car.I thought I had a nice shot anyway.
Had breakfast that Pudu.
Six ducks,i go~w.o.ww..
They decided to celebrate Mother's day because Auntie is going back to England tomorrow morning,they then bought the ice-cream cake,it's tasty!
And then we both dressed-up to the swimming pool!
We went to swim,not really swimming.xxx
I like the way that she acts like a fool.ha!

And after that,we had dinner altogether at Serdang-Chan Yau Kei.We always go there.BORED*

This is the foolish Cecilia.
Andd this my darling-Olivia.

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I just found out that my phone has just a few pictures,am waiting for Olivia to upload all of it,I'll post it up and keep it:),And home-sweet-home.I took out my contact lens,and put on an America's cherry love-lips stick,and captured this.This is embarrassing!xxxx

Anywaysss,gud night!
1 of May!

. Unsatisfied .

2010-04-30T08:33:00.000-07:00

I miss this picture.especially when i was wearing the boots.

Imma try to do some challenges for my self.I was too weak,predictable and kind.I wonder why she will make me feel this way,I was upset that night.I swear to my self that I'll not care about you anymore,as you are just over-acting and something irritating..you made me feel like ewwwhh!

Anyway,I am actually uploading some belated pictures to my FB,I found that my FB had been dead-ing a while,ha ha!So,will leave here and I am Sooo excited about tomorrow,guess what?I'm going to meet Olivia and else..ohgod! I swear I 'll hug her tied and take her breathless!heh..

Goodnight my Blog.xxx

. Amazing .

2010-04-28T00:17:00.000-07:00

I am here again,feel like wanna change my blog 's dull skin.Well,plan to do it for my self.ha!

I come to update all those "Belated" outings with my babies.First,I already became a-movie-hyper-fans,I can't even remember how many film I had watched.Well,of course there's a reason,it's all due to my boring-ness..and all those pressures..and I found something interesting to accompany me,and it is-"Going to cinema and watch all the movie that is showing on time".I know it sounds ridiculous.

Canteen day.

J will do the start.

Couldn't even see Pik Lin's face.
I would like to grab one of Mandiee.heh-hehh
Then J and Xueying went to on their duty-for making ice-kacang,this let me think of the film-"Ice-kacang Puppy love".ha! I like J,she puts lots of foods into mine.Then I had one!

Then after their duty,we went to play a lot of games that prepared by our schoolmates.It's quite good.
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Then the very next day..we went for two movie,i mean (J,Mandiee,X.Y,Pikl and me)."Clash of Titans" and "Day breakers".

See this crazy one.
She did a little bit blur.
And this is her "Leap Year"
And my Leo~Oh,i couldn't bare the obsession toward him.
And you know sometimes we are mad..very mad!

"Clash of Titans" is almost the same when it compares with "Percy Jackson and the Lightening Thief".But I think Percy and Persue are both handsome!
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On that faithful day,we celebrated J's birthday at Sunway Pyramid@Lagoon.Althought the sun was beating,nevertheless,we were still enthuse about that.

I would like to do those challenges.ha ha!Of course Mandiee does so.

The snake mouth-90*
The blah blah blah~~
Then we went to the beach.
She was freaking tired so she drank the coke(by using her imagination), anyway i'm not.

After drinking that "coke",she was much better.

After things done,we went into the shopping mall.And is the time to open her present!

Except Touch,her face shown nothing .That was too good to us,u know,she was always too loud!

Well,that's all.

Stay tuned.xx

. Unpredictable .

2010-04-27T02:01:00.000-07:00

What can I say?You are so unpredictable,no...you're even more than that!How could it be?Sometimes I run,sometimes I hide and sometimes I'm scare of you.Well,money is everything,but of course,I must confess that you affect me,but do I affect you,too?I was afraid,was worrying about should I tell anyone but you,will it be?They said people have to fall down,then they will learn the way to stand up for themselves.Nevertheless,I don't think so..I think it is just..hypocritical.I can't even stop feeling guilty about what have I done.

. FIRTSANDFOREMOST .

2010-04-26T02:13:00.000-07:00

Shutter Island is a 2010 psychological mystery-thriller film directed by Martin Scorsese and starring Leonardo DiCaprio.

And this is the story line.

In 1954, U.S. Marshal Teddy Daniels (Leonardo DiCaprio) and his partner, Chuck Aule (Mark Ruffalo), go to the Ashecliff Hospital for the criminally insane on Shutter Island. They are investigating the disappearance of Rachel Solando (Emily Mortimer), a patient who vanished from a locked room. Dr. John Cawley (Ben Kingsley), the head psychiatrist, explains that Rachel was institutionalized after drowning her three children. She believes, however, that she is still home and that her children are still alive.

The cliffs surrounding the perimeter make it impossible for Rachel to have reached the nearby caves. Teddy sees a lighthouse but is told it has already been searched. The Marshals question the staff and learn that Rachel’s psychiatrist, Dr. Sheehan, left for vacation that morning. Teddy asks to see the hospital’s personnel files but Cawley refuses. That night, Teddy has strange dreams about his wife, Dolores (Michelle Williams), who died in a fire two years before. She tells him Rachel is still on the island, as is Andrew Laeddis, the man who started the fire.

In the morning, they interview patients from Rachel’s group therapy sessions, one of whom passes Teddy a warning to run. Teddy explains to Chuck the real reason he took the case: after being transferred to Ashecliff, Andrew Laeddis disappeared. When Teddy investigated, he met a former patient who claimed that the facility was performing human experiments. Rachel is finally found near the lighthouse but when returned to her cell she is unresponsive to Teddy’s questioning. He eventually finds George Noyce (Jackie Earle Haley), the man who told him about the experiments. George says that the whole situation is a game for Teddy’s benefit and that he is afraid of being taken to the lighthouse.

Teddy tries to reach the lighthouse and discovers a cave where the real Rachel Solando (Patricia Clarkson) is hiding. She was a doctor at Ashecliff until she found out about the experiments and was committed as a patient. She explains that the hospital is using psychotropic medication in an attempt to master mind control, with the goal of creating sleeper agents for use in the Cold War. She says that Teddy has been similarly drugged since he arrived on the island.

Teddy finally makes it to the lighthouse and finds Cawley waiting at the top. The doctor reveals that Teddy is actually Andrew Laeddis. He murdered his manic depressive wife after she drowned their three children, and then created a fantasy where he was a hero to cope with the pain. He invented Rachel Solando as part of his delusion. He has been under the care of Dr. Sheehan, the man he thought was Chuck, for two years. Sheehan and Cawley decided to try a roleplay experiment, allowing Andrew to live out his delusions in an attempt to bring him back to reality.

Andrew’s memory comes back and he makes peace with his past, but later, while talking to Dr. Sheehan, he once again refers to him as "Chuck", indicating to Dr. Sheehan that the experimental therapy was unsuccessful. Dr. Sheehan silently indicates to Dr. Cawley this failure. Andrew asks Dr. Sheehan if it is better to live as a monster or die as a good man. As Andrew calmly walks away with the orderlies to prepare for a lobotomy, Dr. Sheehan calls out to him as "Teddy", but receives no response...

Seriously,I was pretty messed up with this film,and after reading this,It's all clear!

. I'mback .

2010-04-25T00:37:00.000-07:00

I guess Iamback,somehow,somewhat.ha
Maybe I will blogging everyday,or not.
Or I might on-line everyday.(This I am sure!)

My desktop is now alive,actually it never die,but then?Well,it was the modem problem.(not sure)Well,my heart is fluttering,for what but?you know,i am just..just..really exciting about to see her,you know,i don't know where the sudden feeling comes from..you know,I suddenly like her soo-much.Ohgod,i couldn't imagine that!x.x.Kelly Clarkson what? Ahhh~~stop pretending that you are not obsessed with her anymore! I hate you now,Amelia......

I think it will be amazingfun!you know,i had never been to a concert with friends.This is actually what I am exciting for.And so "her"!

I am obsessed with Edward and Bella again.again and again!

. Forgod .

2010-04-17T09:33:00.000-07:00

I am sitting in front of the crazy-Samsung desktop,something is messing me,it makes my head spin around and around.

First and foremost,I knew this would happen, someday.But who knows that could happened like so sudden,no one knows.Well,for me,I did really relived when I told you.I actually have nothing much to say at here.Stop guessing like "uh?again?what is this Amelia,stop changing the your mind,it would be so hurt to him". I know,but this is just indescribable,it was really hard to get along with him.

You are so faithful to me,of course considerate and happy-go-lucky one.But we are not really suitable for each other as well.Consequently,we broke up,and the clear one is..I am single now.It wasn't that bad,but i must have to take a quite long time to get use to it,i know that.

And now,I have nothing more ,nothing less,in this crazy world.

I am so excited about my future life,i always think it will be amazing!and so it must!

Xoxo

. Ohthelong .

2010-04-04T02:12:00.000-07:00

Hello,that was a quite busy week.I'm so sorry for not updating.

First thing is,my exam week is still carrying on.And I go wuu~~~~

Second,I will go to Kelly Clarkson's concert in Malaysia.And I go whao!!!!!!wuu!!!hu!!!!!

Third,I was still as normal,anything about me in life is just so fine.And sure I go sighss~~~~~~

And,..so on!=D Hello,mask.=)

This was last week,i still remember that sweet memorable time with Iyen and Mandy,and also my sick week.We took a lot of photograph at Pi-yan's cute-laptop!xxx!

Iyen and me.

The three of us.ha!

Well,I actually have a lot to say.But due to the reason of the life picture,I really couldn't update more.As you know my writing describe is just so so.

Tomorrow,Science and Kemahiran Hidup.I will do revision about it,i know i will.I was afraid about my result,in every subject,even Maths and English.

I wanna apologize about my less on-line,it was just because my desktop,it ALWAYS got trouble,and too very trouble.But fine,guess what?Uncle's going to buy us a whole new desktop.I was so exciting!

I am so glad that everything about my life,nothing less but everything is going to be more.Thank mum,dad,uncle,friends,family and God!

Stay tuned.

.Genting Higland Session.

2010-03-14T04:55:00.000-07:00

Wow,hiya!
Yesterday,I had been traveling to Genting Highland.It was fun,set out around 3p.m.So when we were there,we checked-in to the hotel,this time was different,Resort Hotel,not bad;not so good.After that we went to First world for doing a shopping session,and so we bought tickets for movie-Under The Mountain,it is quite good.=)
Let my picture do the talking then.

My partner - Mandy.

Hotel-Room-Service.ha!

The Mad one,Kelly Sim!

And then we went to McD.Of course I had my love-Spicy Chicken Mc-Deluxe!!xxX!

Xo.Xo.

. Desire for .

2010-03-11T21:58:00.000-08:00

I was wondering how do we use "desire for".

For example, some persons have an insatiable desire for a life of ease and comfort and are always making their homes bigger, better and more beautiful. And of course,me too.

And next important things is make him to understand your feelings.The longer a time being together, the more attention should be paid on kiss for couples and lovers. Generally speaking, visual effects are very necessary for men. You can kiss with him firstly, and then be away from him suddenly. During this time, you can look straight at him, and make him look straight at you, too. Show him how your desire is aroused by him, and then lick your lips and kiss him again.

The last secret weapon is to kiss his ears. When you lick his ears with your apical, his desire will be fully aroused, and if you whisper or call him softly beside his ears, he will feel ecstasy.

Sexual desire always corrodes men’s souls.

Sex sells. They know people will buy it. By the way, it is not vulgar. It is art.

That's all for Sex & Desire for.

. Chit-Chat .

2010-03-09T06:24:00.000-08:00

Station One.Mum,Uncle-Lionel,Cecilia and me.

Here is the Super-Mad one.

Mum the next.

She likes to take picture,even at the toilet!Wt..

The couple.

Oh the bil with the cell-phone.

Well,recently am busying about studies.So maybe going to Genting Highland this Saturday for releasing my stress.I am not sure but! See ya.xxxxx!

. The Belated Hang Out days .

2010-03-06T05:50:00.000-08:00

Good evening to me.
Ahhh~hhaaa~~The picture below was taken by the waiter,and the day of Kevin's belated birthday,we do had a lot of fun!And where were us?KuchaiLama@100temperature.

And these were about today,five of us.Jane,Mandy,Cat-Yeow,me and my boy.Cat,Mandy and I went to station lrt around 10:40a.m. ,and actually we were late,due to so many reasons,and then we reached there.Today was supposed the day that for us to watch "Alice In The Wonderland",but because I am on a sudden impulse,so I do went to cut my hair..You know what,I changed a lot..you know what,I was shocked by the effect..But luckily it not that type of "ugly",I guess.So I should get used to it,It might be more heavy.=(

And so we went to "Teppanyaki" for our lovely breakfast,all of us were just darn hungry!

And this is mine,Beef+Cuttle Fish.What a delicious food!I kinda like it!

And this is Mad Hatter's fans-Our Miss.J

The shy one,first time I caught her in the camera.Wuhooo!=)

This is a girl who named Mandy.My lovely cousin.

After that,Hang and me went to shopping,and I bought a legging and the facial tissue from Sasa.And then I went to cut my hair.=(
And this is the effect and Hang.

Onee!

Twiuu!

Threee!

oh~Actually I am still wondering why he wants me to do this pose.sighs~~

And after that we went to Starbucks to meet the girls,they were enjoying their tea.His friend came to meet us,so both of them chit-chat,and me?hahaa,I was blogging in his phone,=P..Syokk!!
And then our turn to have luch.This time was only two of us.ngekk~

Hang with nothing.=P

Amelia with Mango Passion feat.Chocolate Eclair.=)

. What If .

2010-03-04T01:18:00.000-08:00

What if I have to choose?One can release all your stress;and one may be let you happy..But both of them will not live longer and there's no way to make a memory.So how?Which one should I choose?

Ice-cream or a super relaXx body spa?What ice-cream?Of course is that one which you want to have it,no matter how costly and how hard to get it..And so what's the "super-relax-body-spa"?It must be the most enjoyable time that you'd never have before,and leave you breathless!What will you choose?

For me,i do prefer Super relaxing Body-spa.When they ask why,I just like,"because I am freaking tired".That's all,and I can't wait for the "Alice In Wonderland",Jonny Depp & Anne hathaway will be in the movie too..Love it!xxxx!

. The stars .

2010-03-03T04:37:00.000-08:00

Well,as you know,the classic 'song-"We Are The World" have remade by the new stars..And no doubt,that was just so awesome,you couldn't feel it until you watch it.. They dedicated for the children who needs our care at "Haiti",And their voice were just calling us to do something..Why don't you just take an action?To help them?Thus,the song 'style which sang by them were just full of creative.I hope I were them,even one of them,because..they're so charitable,you know.

Down here is "We Are The World" full list of participants.They did really well.love their sweet sound.xxxx!

Pink, Lil Wayne, Kanye West, Nick Jonas, LL Cool J, Robin Thicke , Celine Dion,Fergi, Akon, Rob Thomas, Wyclef, Jeff Bridges, Vince Vaughn, Barbra Streisand, Jordin Sparks, Good Charlotte's Madden brothers, Tony Bennett, Josh Groban, Snoop Dogg, Justin Bieber,Jennifer Hudson, Keri Hilson, Jamie Foxx, Tyrese, Katharine McPhee, Sean Garrett, Will.I.Am, Carlos Santana, Melanie Fiona, Enrique Iglesias, Toni Braxton, Jason Mraz, Miley Cyrus, Busta Rhymes, Nicole Scherzinger, Nicole Richie, Usher, Julianne Hough, Raphael Saadiq, Zac Brown, India.Arie, "American Idol" judge Randy Jackson, Musiq Soulchild, Heart's Ann and Nancy Wilson, Fonzworth Bentley, Kid Cudi, Iyaz, Bizzy Bone, Nipsey Hussle, the Beach Boys' Brian Wilson and Al Jardine, Trey Songz, Faith Evans, Mya and Gladys Knight.

You know what,I can't even stop clicking re-play.I was just awesome and much that couldn't describe by words.I like them!So,what are you still waiting for?Just go through the YOUTUBE and search it,I barely bet you'll love it.

Xoxo

Leonardo DiCaprio grateful for Titanic, in awe of Avatar, made restless by Shutter Island

2010-03-02T02:44:00.000-08:00

Titanic (1997), in which he co-starred with Kate Winslet, recently lost its title of biggest box office hit in the history of the universe to another James Cameron-directed film, Avatar, and the 35-year-old actor is resigned to the fact that, for the rest of his career, the best he'll probably be able to do is make movies that gross only hundreds of millions, not billions.You can almost see how heavily this weighs on him."The truth of the matter is that I really didn't pay attention to it until I saw the headline, and hats off to those guys," DiCaprio says cheerfully."Titanic blessed me with the opportunity to finance a movie because of my name being attached to it - that's the gift that movie gave me.

Shutter Island
"It had its run for a while and there will be another one beyond this as time goes on, you know."And DiCaprio is generous in his praise for Avatar, which stars Australian actor Sam Worthington."I'm a fan of the movie," he says. "I thought it was great. It was a completely unique experience as an audience member. I've never seen anything like it."DiCaprio has been in another world of his own, working again with director Martin Scorsese on Shutter Island.A suspense thriller based on the novel by Dennis Lehane (Mystic River, Gone Baby Gone), it is set in 1954.US Marshal Teddy Daniels (DiCaprio) and his new partner Chuck Aule (Mark Ruffalo) go to remote Shutter Island, where a female multiple murderer has disappeared from Ashecliffe Hospital for the Criminally Insane, despite having been locked in a cell and under constant surveillance.She is believed to be loose somewhere on the barren island and, as a killer hurricane bears down, the story takes even more sinister turns.DiCaprio admits that some of the material was so dark that, for once, he found himself unable to leave his character and the events surrounding him on the set."Usually I'm able to detach myself from the process and go home, think about what I'm supposed to do the next day and do my homework, learn my lines, yada-yada," he says."This situation was a lot different. I mean, there were a couple of weeks there where I was in a real hole."I think it's the deepest I've gone with a character emotionally. It was shocking how sort of deep and dark we had to go emotionally with this character."It became this giant emotional jigsaw puzzle with Marty as we started to uncover one layer after another of who this guy is and we realised we needed to push it further and further and further for people to identify with the trauma he's endured."DiCaprio is reticent to say more for fear of giving Shutter Island's surprises away.But one clue to Teddy Daniels' trauma is that he was in Europe as a serviceman and witnessed the aftermath of the Holocaust."I don't even know what I'm allowed to say about this movie, to be quite honest," DiCaprio says. "It's an interesting one to publicise because I don't really know where to begin and where to end, and I think that's what Scorsese wanted for the movie - you don't even know how to feel at the end."Of course it's being advertised as a psychological thriller, a Hitchcockian-genre film, but at the end of the day what Martin Scorsese does best is depict something about humanity, who we are as people, and he focuses on the emotions of the characters."So as much as the style plays a part in this and as much as people will be attracted to the scares and the thrills of it, it is a story about who we are as people."That's what he did so well in Taxi Driver (1976) and Raging Bull (1980) and all those movies - expose the dark side of humanity no matter how uncomfortable it might be."So, to me, this movie might be expected to be one thing, but I think people are going to go into the theatre and find something completely different."Shutter Island is released on Thursday.

. Siblings .

2010-02-28T23:15:00.000-08:00

The eldest one.

The jiejie of Dickson.

Dickson Kan.

Wow,I love them.Although they do not know,how much I care them and how much are them for me.

. These>♥ Things .

2010-02-26T02:17:00.000-08:00

Hello guys,hmm..I am just so lazy to update anything.But here is a little bit.=P

Cheong K day with babes.

That day was a sweet day,and..Nothing much.Xo

. Genting .
I went there with my families,then I watched the movie named Big Soldier and blah blah..

26th February.

Today was a tired day, I feel so tired like all part of my muscles were just lagged,cannot move any more.Tomorrow is the show,And actually I am so-so-nervous.=(

I was wondering how good or maybe bad am I at the big day..They gave me a lot of stress,but luckily his appearances,is just so good, so sweet and much..There's no way to explain our relationship but just love.You will not no what had happened and even much.Just don't ask till I tell you like so automatic.

And..stay stunned..

. Chinese New Year .

2010-02-17T06:23:00.000-08:00

Good evening to you.And I think I really have to update my blogger,I was so-so lazy . Last and last Saturday,was my cousin-Yee Liong's 21th birthday,so that he organized a birthday party.It was not really Huge,but I think it's okay.And all of us actually had a lot of fun!Xo
This is what call face without make up okay?!Furthermore,I found something that good for me,it was just..I have a lot of friends,families,mates or blah blah blah~They look so alike,like they born on the same day and the same month or the same year.lol

Just to prove that I had really did something about Yee Liong.
Tadaa~

. My Loved One-Pixie Lott .

2010-02-10T03:16:00.000-08:00

Hello peeps,I am indeed of busy recently..
Feel so bad, because my major muscles are so-so-stress..
My Intervensi 1 is so poor,in everywhere,all subjects.sigh~
This week is a dance week!ha-ha!
You know what,Our dance team have a show about Girl Genaration-Gee,which will perform on the coming days~haha,I really don't know what am I talking about~
Well,I'm going to off.
CNY is coming very soon>.
My Loved one-Pixie Lott Cry me out

I got your emails
You just don’t get females
Now, do you?
What’s in my heart
Is not in your head
Anyway..

Mate, you’re too late
And your weren’t worth the wait
Now, were you?
It’s out of my hands
Since you blew your last chance
When you played me

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Baby, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

When I found out
How you messed me about
I was broken (heartbroken)
Back then I believed you
Now, I don’t need you
No more

The pic on your phone
Proves you weren’t alone
She was with you, yeah
Now, I couldn’t care
About who, what or where
We’re through

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Baby, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

Gonna have to cry me out
Gonna have to cry me out
Boy, there ain’t no doubt
Gonna have to cry me out

Won’t hurt a little bit
Boy, better get used to it
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

Listen, I got the emails
I got the text
The answer’s still the same
It’s the way it is
I got to go

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Baby, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
Baby, I’m walking away

. What I Learned .

2010-02-03T00:49:00.000-08:00

When I was three years old,what I know are definitely less and not mature.But one thing I realized is,only yourself will treat you like a precious,not friend not family.Furthermore,only you can save yourself,in everywhere that yourself can be save.

Well,stop a lot of nonsense to my self.
Here is something I think you guys should have to know.

Drink fresh water and as much water as you can.Water flushes unwanted toxins from your body and keeps your brain sharp.
Observe a plant before and after watering and relate these benefits to your body and brain.
Do one thing a day that scares you.
Take various vitamins.You never know what small mineral can eliminate the bottleneck to everlasting health.
That which matters The Least.Should never give way to that which matters The Most.
Stress is related to 99% of all illness.
Don't trust that an old age pension will be sufficient.
Do not use cleaning chemicals on your kitchen counters or floors.Someone will inevitably a sandwich on your counter or a baby will crawl on the floor.
Listen,listen,listen,and then ask the strategic question.
Life is full of setbacks.
Your outlook on life is a direct reflection of how much you like yourself.
Wake up and realize you are surrounded by amazing friends.
The world is changing at such a rapid rate that waiting to implement changes will leave you 2 steps behind.
Friends are more important than money.
Breath Deeply and appreciate the moment.Living in the moment could be the meaning of life.
Choose a positive thought.The conscious brain can only hold one thought at a time.
Live near the ocean and inhale the pure salt air that flows over the water,Vancouver will do nicely.
Dance,sing,floss and travels.
Creativity is maximized when you're living in the moment.
Children are the orgasm of life.Just like you did not know what an orgasm was before you had one,nature does not let you know how great children are until you actually have them.
Move your body and your heart will follow.
Jealousy works the opposite the way you want it to.
Communication is complicated.We are all raised in a different family with slightly different definitions of every word.An agreement only if each party knows the conditions.

Well,I really hope everything will be fine.But frankly speaking,I won't so in situation anymore,cause you guys didn't care about it.Thank you for your all answers and also telling me about what are you really think so.

To Be Continued.

. She says .

2010-01-31T20:44:00.000-08:00

Oh god,she is living in her own life.Like a drama,it was too fake,don't have to take too long time to finish it,like just a little moment,don't have to tell another people that how could you do this and how are you going to move on.Made me feel like 'just go on'.

I don't think i want this anymore,as she drops the ring to the floor.
She says to herself you've left before,this time you will stay gone that for sure.
And he shouted something as,and dragged her suitcase sown the path,to the drive way,she had never gone that far.
Normally this would be,the time that she,let him talk about of leaving,but this time without crying,and she got into her car,she said No,happily never after,that just ain't for me because finally,I know I deserve better after all,I'll never let another tears drop fall.

Feel like wanna type Chinese word.

好久没有写华语日记了
很多人觉得自己不够完美其实
差不多就好
有时侯我觉得自己不够完美其实
顺其自然最好

. She is confusing .

2010-01-30T07:24:00.000-08:00

I'm so sad.

I feel so sick when I need someone but they don't stand by my side,and prove to me that they care me so much.I feel so hard to breath when our passed memory appear again in everyday,that was so hurt indeed.I feel so bad when I just want to pour out my feelings to you guys,but you'll not listen to me and even treat me strange like Sh*t.I feel so down when all the songs can't even save my feelings.I feel so hurt when people hurt me,in everywhere that a person can be hurt,I can got the hurt feelings like extra or maybe triple.

Well,and now I'm having a really bad mood,it can't be describe or maybe to tell at here.And it is everything,sad!

I am so excited for my love;Leonardo DiCaprio's up-to-date's film,which shows on February,Oh god,you make me wanna Love you much and much,you are romantic enough for me,and I do really love you.Maybe you are thinking that:Why is this girl so bad taste,crazy for the 36years old man,oh god,you are so right,for giving me this romantic angel.Oh,I can't bear my feelings at all,especially when watching his movie and his website I can always remember how did he speak,how romantic he is,and how charming he is.I love you!!!!!!!!!

C'mon darling,I'll go to Los Angels and meet you;in the halfway!Ha-ha!!Oh-oh-my-god...I'm too involved now!No,was since when did I know you,then I love you,really fall for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Inception" & "Shutter Island"

. Family's gathering .

2010-01-27T00:31:00.000-08:00

See this sweetheart.

Well,I think I should have to post the last Sunday's night family's gethering post at here,I was lazy to update at all even my Hongkong still never finished.sighs..It's also due to the hot wheater lor,hah-hah..actually what's the noob reason huh?!>.< So,last Sunday,I'd school,and after school;two cousins came and fetched Mandy and me for Lunch.After that,I went to Iyen's house for prepare about the night's party.^^Of-course took a few pictures with the felicity girl.

Here is cousins.

The "Yoyo Koo" and "Iyen Koo"

And here's Amelia Kan & Iyen Koo.

Okay,I'll update soon.

Today is my Little brother's b'day,celebrate for him tonight!^^

. Hongkong Memorable trip .

2010-01-25T22:28:00.000-08:00

Yes.Start from airplane,and skip the little things.hah-hah!

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In the airplane,and she(Mandy)was still catching up the Twilight Saga@Break Dawn.

See,I look so COLD mam.

And my Grandma like at Kl.After minutes,we reached the town,named "Yau Ma Dei"

I like the place,so "hongkong" la~
This is out hotel,hotel room service.hah-hah~
Then,wait,when we were waiting,what to do?
Sure take picture lor!XD
After waiting for checking in,I went to change my clothes for the first day nights' dinner.
And this is,Esprit in Hongkong.
Took this while auntie was looking for her love*
C'mon,the model is pretty enough!
And don't miss my sister-Cecilia.
And then she wants to take with the pink lady wor.hah-hah
And of-course me too,I want to take with Esprit.=D
Iyen praise this.
On the street,i was so-happy.
But where's Charlene?
Here lar..her shoes and bag ar~No face only mar..
Hah-hah,sorry~
Mom and auntie praise this one,so I must post this one.sighs~
"Pao Yu" for euu.heh-heh
She was pretty cool.==

Here's something want to let you know seriously.For you,please,treasure our Malaysia's "Yu Ci",and don't think others country's "Yu Ci" is more delicious than ours,if you are really think like that.Sorry,you were wrong,and wrong seriously.See it first~~~~~~

The next morning day,where are we going to?hah-hah,"nui yan gai" for Shopping!!^^But something that you never expected was,the workers at there,are really No any manners.Can you bear that when somebody hold you and scold you "pok kai"?Oh the bloody hell,i'm still disappointed with that,they were just acting like so-un-human-being.Forget it.Good night then.^^

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.The second day.

Tadaa~
We "wanted" to buy this after breakfast.
We walked through the backstreet ,But not eat "mei gon lai mee".
Try to call somebody. XD,but no body answer.
After calling,we walked back to Hotel.
Amelia was leading the way to go.hah-hah~
come come~~go go go!

Don't ask why I act this pose,actually it's weird for me too,but I just like my hair.ngek~
Very tired,when waiting Hongkong relatives,they were so late.
Finally,I fall sleep.
Then they captured it.
After that,we walked to Hongkong's LRT station,we want to go "Jiong Guan Ngou"
So,strat from "Yau Ma Dei".^^

If you guys watched out what's the reason that I post this picture,I want to tell you,congratulations,your eyes are so health.
Then we reached a shopping complex those mix with condominium and a lot.
And I saw 洪天明.hah-hah=D
"Yam zou cha"
After that,we went to HK auntie's house for fun.Eat eat
And then,shopping lor~
Blur one.
Clear one^^
Then,after said goodbye to "Jiong Guan Ngou",we went to meet "Xing Kuang Da Dao"
She's asking where to go lar~
盲人"det zi".
"Blur-blur dei"
"Clear-clear dei"XD
So when I reached there,wow.
The view was really-super fantastic baby!
Then,the lights show started.So nice,i got a record,got not at my cell-phone.lol
And don't miss it baby,This is what they called"星光大道"man.
It's realy so-magical.
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After that,we went to BBpubs for finding Hongkong relatives again,so many relatives live there,my auntie's pub,we went there for wait them for the dinner.

Auntie's daughter who brought us to many place.=)
Mandy was waiting for the drinks,and i was sitting `cause my leg was broken.
I played this lol.
They used to be Real-Chivas ma.
But now is chinese tea.^^
We went to "冒险乐园",mean our "ding ding场"
Actually we were just acting.lol>.<
Their toilet symbol.hah-hah!
Then went back to join them for dinner.Japanese Food.Syok!
"look"so delicious.look only lor.
This is for that day's>Enjoy the TV lor..Gud night^^

. The Fisrt Exam Had Ended.

2010-01-25T00:59:00.000-08:00

Wow,see up there,I swear I'd never edited this picture.
I just love its sun lights.

Kay,as you know,last week and this few days I was having an exam for the bloody hell "Intervensi",so that's why I didn't update about my Hongkong trip,It's very sorry to my self,`cause I know i didn't like those pupils,they have a lot of "Fans",who always go to their blogger for visit.seriously sighs~~

But I tell my self everyday,I'll post out where I'd been to and what things had happened in this few days,to note for my future,easily for my son and daughter to view.hah-haw.

I want to swim.
I want to shopping.
I want to make a facial.
I need money.
And, I hate someone who close to me,but always hurt me and my mom.

Well,I'll be a better man.

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The very Happy Belated Birthday to my Biao jie @ka Miao.=)
Wish you will become more pretty as soon as possible and won't get and older.
hah~hah,although my wishes are too nonsense.

. She has gone .

2010-01-23T20:50:00.000-08:00

I'm too excited want to share the Romantic story with you guys,But as if you've choose to check this Super-real-romance story,you have to make sure that you are in very silent-free mood.

Now,don't waste your time.This story is going to light up candles from now on.

Once upon a time,a girl;a ordinary-look and a very 1995little girl;a boy;which comes from a loyalty family,they had a decide to get married.In your eyes,you must see their felicity-face which you could see out easily.

They were so stick able,in every moment;the boy was a love-soul to the girl,he gave the girl everything that she had demanded,even though the girl was so-barbarous and boyish.

In fact,the girl do loves the boy so-much;deeply;and even deeper than the deepest sea in the world.

One day,the girl found out a third-party which would hurt their relationship badly,which occurred when they were preparing their loyalty wedding party.The boy was still not in the situation,but these time was different,the girl know.
She know the third-party was not an ant,which can't easily be perish by her.But what did that third-party had did to the girl?

She used her cunning way to separate the new bride, luckily the girl know everything that she had did, so the girl does carefully for everything.But the unfortunately,the boy doesn't know anything, and he does treat the thrid-party as well as his friend,only friend.

One day,the girl can't bear to hit the third-party seriously with her offended badly mood,because she's tired of the way that the third-party made she felt.

After hitting the third-party,the girl run away;run to the boy;and hugged him,but not to say anything about the girl.the boy never spoke but coaxed.Then the third-party came to find the boy,guess for what?For discussing about the wedding party.The girl stunned,she was thinking what did this girl wanted from her actually.The girl hold ed the boys' hand tightly which the girl had never hold ed as tight as like this time,the boy deceived her fiancee;told her that he could came back sooner;and then slowly released the girl's hand,walking towards the bitch.The girl caught up the boy and hold ed him not tight some tight again.This time she meant it,if he choose to go with the bitch,she will leave.(Actually the boy doesn't know anything)He deceived again,this time was the third time and also the last time,and then left to discuss about their coming soon wedding party.But who knows,this will be not the expected things should happens.The girl run out from the boys' big room,and then straight to the clothes store room,she took a few shirt and then let them sleep in the luggage.After that she went back to the corridor which she had left just now,standing behind the boy with her angry mood.Just to hope the boy looks her a again,but he didn't.

And then the girl leave,she saw the third-party's face was so-satisfied,the boy told the T.P not to worry,because he said she will not leave actually,but who knows,after 2minutes,the boy heard the taxi door's shitted loudly.Then the boy realised and then ran through the CCTV room ,he stunned,he saw her fiancee who sat inside the taxi and leaving with the tears dropped.On the other side,the girl cried,her face shown sorrows,she know this time she won't get any coax from her fiance;no one will help her to wipe her tears;and she will be crying won't stop again.Through the window,the girl saw the boy was looking at her,but not to do anything.

After those days,the boy was thinking why did the girl did this to him,for fun or surprise?He wondered indeed.And the girl was just sitting and crying at her house,this time she was seriously just to wait for her fiance,use the whole heart to wait.But why don't he comes?There's a lot of question marks ran through her empty brain.

.Finally.

Finally,a boy came to find the girl with the third-party,but the girl wasn't had any suspicious,just felt released because the boy came to her at the last.But who knows,this time two of them were coming with a red-card,which mean invitation card.Wedding invitation card,she stunned,this time she felt heart broken.In case the T.P had never appeared,this things wouldn't happened.

Then,she cries,and now she's crying.

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So how is this story?Hmm,this is actually my dream lor,giggles*You'll never tasted the feeling like me,it's pretty touching mam.Oh god,I can't stop crying in this real-dream,I'd never had these type of dream you know.I can't bear the feeling actually,but here you know,I will even hit you if you be the third-party in the future,don't force me huh>.< !haha

I was really impulsive,i think too much,it's over lor!

. Speechless .

2010-01-21T23:59:00.000-08:00

I can’t believe what you said to meLast night when we were alone.You threw your hands up.Baby you gave up, you gave up.I can’t believe how you looked at me.With your James Dean glossy eyes.In your tight jeans with your long hair.And your cigarette stained lies.Could we fix you if you broke?And is your punch line just a joke?

I’ll never talk again;Oh boy you’ve left me speechless;You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I can’t believe how you slurred at me.With your half wired broken jaw.You popped my heart seams.On my bubble dreams, bubble dreamsa.I can’t believe how you looked at me.With your Johnnie Walker eyes.He’s gonna get you and after he’s through.There’s gonna be no love left to rye.

And I know that it’s complicated;But I’m a loser in love,So baby raise a glass to mend.All the broken hearts.Of all my wrecked up friends

I’ll never talk again,Oh boy you’ve left me speechless.You’ve left me speechless so speechless.
I’ll never love again,Oh friend you’ve left me speechless.You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

Hooow?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to,Would you give it all up?Could I give it all up for you?And after all the boys and girls that we’ve been through,Would you give it all up?Could you give it all up?

If I promise to you boy;That I’ll never talk again;And I’ll never love again;I’ll never write a song,
Won’t even sing along.I’ll never love again, So speechless,You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?Oh boy, why you so speechless?You’ve left me speechless.
Some men may follow me,But you choose “death and company”

Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh

. I Got You .

2010-01-21T00:07:00.000-08:00

So that's why I say,:"I'm so-felicity."

Hey guys,I just came back from Hongkong.What a nice place?I love it!
It's the worst thing is,I still got a lot of picture left at camera.sighs~~

I can't post a lot at here,because if I do,surely I can't finish at all.I wonder why my new blogspot that the way that I upload picture,had changed a lot.Gosh,made me so lazy to do update picture.I miss my Hongkong relatives,they are so nice.

And these days I got a lot,guess what?
Bags?
Clothes?
Dresses?
Chocolates?
Shoes?

No no no..so?I gotta go my own way,this I do mentioned!Stop everything.

. The second one .

2010-01-15T01:18:00.000-08:00

Hey guys,i changed my dairy web.
And this is the First post before I go to Hongkong.

❀15th of January~
Am I feeling felicity or something?

Yes,I admit that I enjoy my single lady life.Which day I couldn't press my cell-phone's keys at all,and even forgot to bring my cell-phone along when I was having outings with my ForF.So,enjoy your single life,when some of you still admiring those who are having a relationship,the very different thing between guys who are in relationship and those guys who are not is just the feel from yourself.You don't have to show how felicity you are,but you can't hide how lonely you are.Because those sensitive things are obviously indeed.

The Ex:
We are ended,don't try to rescue something between us;as you know;we are not longer after those things happened.I've told you,everything is end.Why are you acting so-vanity?You know I don't like you like this!And I mentioned before we broke up too,C'mon guy,you will find a new love,don't try to chase back anything from me,or maybe our passed-memory.I hate this way that you make me feel,really hate.Don't stop my life,as you know,I'm too impulsive.So you know me.I am not a so-fussy girl.

As your teacher teach you,that jovial girl will be loved,I'm not nasty and not vices too!(I think lar).My ForF,they know me,deeply.I'm easy-going,but not easy-choosing.God~~~Stop everything okay?!

Cause I'm not a princess,this ain't a fairy tale.
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world,that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
;
And it's too late for you and your horse
Now is too late for you and your white horse,to catch me now

Hongkong;
is where I'm going to.
16th-20th Jan

16th January,field at 6am.Oh gosh,if those one who are always field-here-to-there.I bet that you might know what time should you settled in air-port.If the field time is 6am,so 3am you gonna in.sigh~~I'll miss my schoolmates and family.Tuition later,I enjoy that way you make me feel.

Stay tuned❀